Everyone, it seems, no matter how high his/her station in life, has some feelings of inadequacy every now and then. As I understand even the King of Pop himself often suffered from such low feelings. Hence the need to find approval from among his peers and fans and the need to keep re-inventing himself. Which was probably a good thing. He kept giving us those great music, song and dance numbers and conscience nagging, earth shattering messages.
So to think I'm free of such feelings is to lie to myself. But to know my own weakness and accept it is to face the truth and overcome such obstacles along the rough path of life.
With that in mind I keep sober and get back to my drawing board. Besides it's too early in the morning and it's been like raining since Noah's days... I exaggerate sometimes.